Recently, I've done a very awful thing to the person who is so close to me. I know it really did break the trust that have earned from him. We had a several discussion to what I did. I thought that after that talk, it will then be ok. But I can feel it and I know that it will never really be the same. I have ruined everything. I plead guilty to what I did. I know I can't turn back the time. It will serve as a lesson to me. All I can do now is to build that trust again and prove to myself and to him that he can trust me and that I will never do that again because I really don't want to loose him.