Monday, September 20, 2010

Uncertainties in Life

I've been living in this world for over twenty-three years but I can't still say that I already know myself as much as the people with same age around me can tell themselves.  I still have this doubt whether I am chasing the right dream and living the life that I really want.  I am still questioning myself everyday whether I am meant to walk on the path that I am walking right now or should I follow the other path.  But everytime the thought of going into the other path comes into my mind, I shiver, I get more confused and afraid.  Afraid that when I go there, I might regret it in the end.

I am a coward.  I know.  But I know I'm not alone.  But I also know that it is not an excuse for me to continue being a coward.  Sooner or later, I should step up and make a very important decision as to what I really want to do with my life.  With God's guidance, I will surely be able to choose the right path.  I believe that whatever I am going to choose, even if I weill encounter some problems or difficulties along the way, I'm sure that everything has its own reasons and that it will just past. That the blessings or the dream come true that I have longed been waiting for will finally knock on my door or even on the window. hehehehehe!