Thursday, September 29, 2011

It's a Bike Story

Everyday, in going to work, I always pass by this Bike shop near our house.  I always check out
the pink "Koreanovela" style bike. (hehehehe! The one with a basket infront of the bike and with a
bell.)  Everytime I pass by that store, I always tell myself that one of this days I should have
the courage to ask the people inside the shop the price of the bike so that I could save up and
buy that bike.  So last Saturday, on my way to Carbon Market and Colon, I finally asked the bike's
price.  Hehehe!  I was shocked to know that it just cost Php2,950.  I don't know if the price is
reasonable, but for me it is.  Hahahaha!  But while walking on the busy streets in COlon, I came
upon another bike store.  The store was also selling that same color and style of bike that I
want.  So I went inside the store and asked the Kuya who was incharge.  The Kuya told me that the
bike is just for Php2,595, but I can still haggle the price upto Php2,500.  Waaaaaahhhhh!  I want
to buy that bike.  I'll save from now on for that bike and buy it this December as a Christmas
gift for myself.  Hehehe! --No more heavy shopping najud for the bike and the Palawan tour.-- Good
luck Hannah!

And I Ruined Everything

Recently, I've done a very awful thing to the person who is so close to me.  I know it really did break the trust that have earned from him.  We had a several discussion to what I did.  I thought that after that talk, it will then be ok.  But I can feel it and I know that it will never really be the same.  I have ruined everything.  I plead guilty to what I did.  I know I can't turn back the time.  It will serve as a lesson to me.  All I can do now is to build that trust again and prove to myself and to him that he can trust me and that I will never do that again because I really don't want to loose him.

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Sole Sister's Travel Adventures

This morning, Kring2x shared to the link of the blog site of Sole Sisters to keep my mind from thinking all the things that keeps me so down.  Aside from that, she also wants to influence me of her being passionate to traveling.  Of course, I also love to travel especially if I have the budget for traveling.

Like the Sole Sisters, me and Kring2x also thought of a goal that we should reach.  It's "30 Provinces before 30".  Since, we don't have enough budget to follow the "30 Countries before 30", we just settled for the provinces here in the Philippines.  Hehehe!  Kring2x has already traveled 5 provinces so she has 25 provinces to go.  I also counted the provinces that I've already been and I ended up with only 7.  Hehehe!  Not bad, I still have 23 provinces to go before I turn 30.   I really hope we could really reach our goal.  Wish us luck.  Hehehe!


Wednesday, September 21, 2011

A Woman's Worth

(Verse 1)
You could buy me diamonds
You could buy me pearls
Take me on a cruise around the world
Baby, you know I'm worth it

Run my bubble bath
Make love tenderly to last, and last
Baby, you know I'm worth it

(Bridge)
Wanna' please; wanna' keep; wanna' treat your
woman right?
Not just dough, but a show, that you know she's
worth your time
You will lose, if you choose, to refuse to put her first
She will if she can find a man who knows her worth!
Mmmmmmmmm

(Chorus)
'Cause a real man knows a real woman when he
sees her (when he sees her)
And a real woman knows a real man
Ain't 'fraid to please her (please her)
And a real woman knows a real man always
comes first (first)
And a real man just can't deny
A woman's worth (a woman's worth)

Mmmmmm hmmmmm (x1), Mmmmmm hmmmmm (x1), Mmmmmm hmmmmm (x1), Mmm

(Hold up)

(Verse 2)
If you treat me fairly
I'll give you all my goods...
Treat you like a real woman should
Baby, I know you're worth it
If you never play me
Promise not to bluff
I'll hold you down when shit gets rough
'Cause baby, I know you're worth it

(Bridge 2)
She rolls the mile; makes you smile, all the while
being true
Don't take for granted the passions that she has
for you
You will lose, if you choose, to refuse to put her first
She will if she can find a man who knows
her worth!
...OH!

(Chorus)
'Cause a real man knows a real woman when he
sees her (when he sees her)
And a real woman knows a real man
Ain't 'fraid to please her (please me)
And a real woman knows a real man always
comes first (first, baby)
And a real man just can't deny
A woman's worth

[Breakdown]
No need to read between the lines
Spell it out for you (spell it out for you)
Just hear this song
'Cause you can't go wrong when you value(Better value...)
A woman's, woman's, woman's, woman's Worth! (yeah)


[Chorus (x2)]
'Cause a real man knows a real woman when he
sees her (when he sees her[1st time]) (nothin' like a woman's worth [2nd time])
And a real woman knows a real man
Ain't 'fraid to please her (please me [1st time]) (ohhh, ooh [2nd time])
And a real woman knows a real man always
comes first (first, baby [1st time]) (comes first [2nd time])
And a real man just can't deny
A woman's worth (a woman's worth)

My Rainforest Park Adventure

I have always been afraid of heights.  Looking down the busy street from the top of a building, climbing a wall, or crossing a bridge is not really my thing.  So when Retchel invited me to go with them to Rainforest Park in Panagdait, Mandaue, I hesitated if I would really go or not.  But because I really want to spend much time with her, I said yes.

The first plan was cancelled due to rain and because I also went to Dumaguete.  But when I asked Retchel how was their Rainforest Park adventure, she told me that they did not push it through since it rained.  I was happy that I can still join the laag and at the same time, nervous, since I really don't have any reason to back out.  But three days before the event, an idea came to me.  Why not asked Jeco to accompany me and let him try it though, instead of me.  Hehehehe!  I told Retchel that I'll just be the one to take their pictures but she just laugh it off and told me that I should join.  Waaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!

So on the day of the adventure, I really did bring Jeco with me.  But when we arrived there, Retchel told me that I really have to join since the package that they paid is the 5 + 1 package.  Wherein if you are five in a group the 6th person is free.  I was really nervous during the entire activity.  Even the short zip line, my nerve did not calm down.  But despite my being so nervous, I'm really proud of myself because I did not chicken out and I undergo almost all of the obstacles.  Weeeehhhh...  I survived the challenge...

Friday, September 16, 2011

I'm Yours...

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I'm yours
And though my edges may be rough
I never feel I'm quite enough
It may not seem like very much
But I'm yours

Thursday, September 15, 2011

Hush...Hush...Okies?

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strength
My love for you was strong enough you should have known

I never needed you for judgements
I never needed you to question what I spent
I never ask for help, I take care of myself,
I don't know why you think you've got a hold on me

And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything for you to say
And my eye's hurt, hand's shiver,
So look at me and listen to me because

I don't want too, stay another minute
I don't want you, to say a single word
Hush, hush, hush, hush
There is no other way, I get the final say because,
I don't want too, do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush, hush, hush, hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush, hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words
I never needed hurts
I never needed you to be there everyday

I'm sorry for the way I let go
From everything I wanted when you came along
But I'm never beaten, broken not defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong

And it's a little late for explanations

There isn't anything that you can do
And my eye's hurt, hand's shiver,
So you will listen when I say
Baby

I don't want too, stay another minute
I don't want you, to say a single word
Hush, hush, hush, hush
There is no other way, I get the final say because,
I don't want too, do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush, hush, hush, hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush, hush

First I was afraid I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side
But I spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong
But I grew strong I learned how to carry on

Hush, hush, hush hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken baby
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive
Hey Hey..

Hush, hush, hush, hush
There is no other way, I get the final say,
I don't want too, do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush, hush, hush, hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush, hush

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements

Chasing Pavements

I've made up my mind, don't need to think it over
If I'm wrong I am right, don't need to look no further
This ain't lust, I know this is love

But if I tell the world, I'll never say enough
'Cause it was not said to you
And that's exactly what I need to do if I'd end up with you

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?


I build myself up and fly around in circles
Wait then as my heart drops and my back begins to tingle
Finally could this be it?

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?


Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?


Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Chop...Chop...Chop...

They said, that if a girl is depressed, broken hearted, or maybe happy, most of them have the urge to get an new hairstyle.  I ain't broken hearted, yes, I'm a little bit sad.  But that's not the reason why I decided to have my hair cut.

It has been months that I've been itching to have my hair cut.  I have long been searching on the internet for possible hairstyle.  I have long been making kulit with my friends if a certain hairstyle that I've seen on the internet would likely look good on me.

Recently, I saw a picture of Nicole on the internet.(I don't know if that's really her name and I also don't know her family name.  Hehehehe!)  I really like her hair there.  So I asked a few of my friends on what they think of the possible hairstyle for me.  Aime gave me a two thumbs up.  Hehehe!  So yesterday, I asked a friend of mine to accompany me to the parlor.  Unfortunately, when we went there, the receptionist told us that they won't be accepting customers anymore. :(

So, today, I decided that I will go to the parlor during lunchtime.  Hehehe!

From long hair, I have now a medium length haircut.  The last time my hair was this short was when I was still in my elementary days.  Hehehe!  I like it.  Hehehehe...

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

I have been wanting for this.  But last Sunday when you left, I missed you.  The truth suddenly poured in.  But I know I can do this.  I have to do this so that I won't hurt you.

Right now, I'm as confused as before.  Haaiiist... I can do this.  Ajah...

Ber...Ber...Ber...BER...

As we all know, for Filipinos, when the months of ber begins, they get to be so excited because Christmas is already fast aproaching.  People will start to count the days for Christmas.  SOme will start to play Christmas songs and decorate their houses with Christmas decorations.  A few would even start shopping for Christmas gifts.  Hehehe!

Last September 1, a friend of mine already asked me if I have already thought about what I want to have for Christmas.  Nyahahahaha!  I told him that I haven't thought of it yet.  But just recently, while I was listing the things that I needed to buy, the things that I wanted to have for Christmas popped up.(parang sa cartoons nga naay callouts...nyahehehehe...)

As most people know about me.  I am very tihik.  I love shopping but I really don't buy branded stuffs.  I want to buy those clothes, shoes, bags, and other stuffs in the tiange and those Chinese shops.  Hehehe!  I can save money and I can get a lot of things from my money.  But also I also make sure that what I buy is with quality.  So with that, this year, for Christmas, I want to receive, bag, pants, shirt, dress and shoes that are branded.  Hahahaha!  Of course, the brand should also be sikat.  Hehehe!

Hopefully, this year, I'll still get my wish just like last year.  Hehehehe...
Is it really worth it? 
To lose some of your friends and the guy who loved you so much for the guy you love?


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