Last week, me and Jaydee had a really rough week. We did not fight but it was really the roughest week that we had in our four-year old relationship. It is because I've done something that had really hurt him. I did it not because to hurt him or to make avenge of all the times that he made me cry. I just done it. I can't stop my feelings you know. Because of what I've done, he suddenly realize of how much pain he has caused me for the past months. He suddenly felt what I have felt for those months that he did not seem to care of what I am feeling.
Before we had our dreaded talk, he asked me first if I wanted to buy a stuffed toy. I told him no because I know his view of me buying toys for myself. So he dragged me to Metro Ayala Department store and made me choose on what teddy bear I want to buy. While looking at those teddy bears, an idea came to me. Instead of buying a teddy bear, I should just buy a doll house. (hehehehe...) I was really so excited while choosing the doll house. I was really like a small kid at that time with his father on his side. (hahaha...) I guess we really needed that time before having our serious talk. Because of that, everything was cleared and we are happy again.