Uncertainties in Life

I've been living in this world for over twenty-three years but I can't still say that I already know myself as much as the people with same age around me can tell themselves.  I still have this doubt whether I am chasing the right dream and living the life that I really want.  I am still questioning myself everyday whether I am meant to walk on the path that I am walking right now or should I follow the other path.  But everytime the thought of going into the other path comes into my mind, I shiver, I get more confused and afraid.  Afraid that when I go there, I might regret it in the end.


I am a coward.  I know.  But I know I'm not alone.  But I also know that it is not an excuse for me to continue being a coward.  Sooner or later, I should step up and make a very important decision as to what I really want to do with my life.  With God's guidance, I will surely be able to choose the right path.  I believe that whatever I am going to choose, even if I weill encounter some problems or difficulties along the way, I'm sure that everything has its own reasons and that it will just past. That the blessings or the dream come true that I have longed been waiting for will finally knock on my door or even on the window. hehehehehe! 

Your EQ is 80

You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. You're quite moody, and sometimes you find yourself feeling upset without knowing what really caused it. Your emotions can overtake you at times, and you do tend to become preoccupied with your negative thoughts. Remember that your emotions don't have to rule your life, and take it easy when you deal with other people. The world is a difficult enough place - no need to make life any harder for yourself! Hahaha...The above result is so freaking true... Gosh... Hahahaha!!!

25 Random Questions

1. What was the last book you read?
• The Last Song by Nicholas Sparks
2. Do you like to cook?
• Yup...Super like...
3. What's your favorite food?
• Past and lechon manok
4. Which sport do you like?
• I'm not really a sporty gal, but among the many sports present today i would prefer swimming or badminton.
5. Have you ever met a famous person?
• I can;t recall...Maybe...
6. How do you spend your free time?
• Read a book, surfing, sketching
7. What are your hobbies?
• Reading, Sketching, Texting
8. What do you do on Sundays?
• Spend time with my bhe2x and hear a mass 
9. What is your motto in life?
• It is better to deserve honor and not have it than having it and not deserving it.
10. What are you best at?
• I don't know... 
11. Who do you respect the most?
• My parents...
12. Would you like to be famous?
• Maybe?
13. What do you think you will be doing five years from now?
• still coding...
14. When do you feel best? In the morning, afternoon, or evening?
• Evening...?
15. What kind of man would you like to marry?
• Understanding, kind, God-fearing and responsible
16. What cartoon character best describes you?
• Minnie Mouse...
17. If you could live anywhere in the world for a year, where would it be?
• Paris
18. If you knew you could try anything and not fail, what dream would you attempt? Why?
• To become a Pastry Chef...I just want it...
19. What super-power would you most like to have, and why?
• To be able to become invisible...
20. Would you live with someone without marrying them?
• Nope...
21. Would you rather take pictures or be in pictures?
• Take pictures...
22. Are you a beach, country or city person?
• Country...
23. Where do you spend most of your money?
• Books, food, house
24. Do you like pets? Have you any?
• Yup...I have a pet dog and a pet turtles..
25. Do you love kids?
• Yup...

Ball Jointed Doll:I So Want One

Last night, I was scanning on the latest blog post of those bloggers that I follow.  One of those blogger is Alodia.   She posted her latest acquisition of a BJD doll.  They were really so cute and beautiful.  I really want to have one of those.  But the sad thing is, aside from the fact that they are expensive, they can only be bought in Hong Kong, Japan and Korea.  Sigh! Oh well, I'll just look at them and admire them in pictures instead.  heheheheh!

Below are some of the pictures that I have googled.

Comfort Zone vs. Courage Zone

Don't be afraid, I am filling your heart with courage. I will be with you, I will never forsake you.  --God

Never focus on your problems. Focus on your possibilities.  The problems will pull you down.  The possibilities will push you up.  -- Brother Bo Sanchez

I have read in Brother Bo's blog regarding stepping out of our comfort zone to venture into our courage zone to become successful and happy in our life.  On his write-up he asked the readers to get a piece of paper and a pen to write what they really want for their life or how they define success in their life.  Then they should have the proper mindset on how they will get or achieve the things they want.

When I got a pen and a paper so that I can begin to write the things that I really want in my life, that I would not be afraid to take a risk to do it, I was having a difficult time thinking on what I am going to write.  You might be wondering why on earth I am having trouble figuring out what I want for my life.  It is because the things that I want to achieve in my life are not in correlation with my core zone or core gift.  The things that I want to achieve are those things that I did not bravely do before because I chose to be practical rather than following my dream.  And I was also afraid that if I'm going to follow that path, I would fail.  Well, come to think of it, I am really circling or living on my comfort zone for my 23 years of existence here on earth.  Gosh! What a coward I have become.

I should try to be more of a risk taker rather than living a life full of regrets because I haven't tried to follow my dream.  If I won't try, I won't grow to be a better person and I won't learn so many lessons in life.

Hope I can do this.  May God Bless me and guide me always.

Powers

I often hear it on the radio or read it on forums regarding a poll question asking that if ever they will possess a power, what would it be and why.  If I were to answer the said question, my choice would be the power to become invisible and that what I will touch will become invisible too if I want it too.

It would really be fun and helpful If I can do that.  I can come inside a room without them noticing me and if ever they will gossip about me I will know what they are saying bad towards me. hehehehe!  And if somebody is running after me or if I want to hide from someone, I'll just go invinsible.

But of course like what the famous quote in spiderman says, "With great power, comes with a great responsibility",  I should be very mindful that I won't do anything bad or that I won't take advantage with the power that I will possess.

Kame and Kichi

I have two cute Red Eared Slider turtles which I named Kame and Kichi. I named them as such because when I bought them, I was in the hype of watching the Japanese series of Sailor Moon. And on that TV Series, one of the characters has a pet Red Eared Slider whose name was Kamekichi. I have two Red Eared Sliders so I decided to breakdown the name into two. "Kame" means turte while "Kichi" if I'm not mistaken means lucky or luck/

When I bought them they were just merely 1inch tall. But now, they have already grown big. Kame is already 3 1/4 inches while Kichi is already 4inches. Kichi is much bigger than Kame because Kichi eats a lot than Kame.

I've read that a Red Eared Slider could live up to ten years if they are taken cared very well. I would really love to see the pace of the growth of Kame and Kichi up to ten years. Hopefully, if God forbids, I would really love my future kids to see my pet turtles. so that I can pass to them my being a pet lover and especially my being a nature lover.

Every end of the month I usually measure Kame and Kichi, and here is the pace of their growth.

Kame:
August: 1 1/2 inches
September: 2 inches
October: 2 1/4 inches
November: 2 3/4 inches
December: 3 inches
January: 3 1/4 inches
February: 3 1/4 inches
March - April : 3 1/2 inches

Kichi:
August: 1 3/4 inches
September: 2 inches
October: 2 1/2 inches
November: 3 inches
December: 3 1/4 inches
January: 3 1/2 inches
February: 3 3/4 inches
March - April : 4 inches

Picture! Picture!