When I Grow Up I want to be a...

Just awhile ago I've been reading Bedroom Blog Veronica in cosmo.ph site.  One of the entries that I've read is about knowing what your purpose and what you really want in life.  I know I've been writing several entries here about not knowing about what I really want in life, whether I will stay being a programmer or I will follow what I love to do.(which I can name a lot)

When I was still a little girl, my sister and I would always play a classroom game.  She will be the teacher and I will be the student.  At that time, I wanted to be a teacher.  I always imagine myself teaching little kids.  But when I already went to school and saw how little kids can go crazy, I then shifted what I wanted to be.  I then wanted to be a doctor or a nurse.  Hehehehe!  But everytime I get to see a wound with so much blood, I get a goosebumps.  hehehe!  So then again, I changed my mind.

As far as I can remember, there was never came a time that there was no animals that we take care in the house.  We had a rabbit, dog, chickens, hamster, guinea pigs, turtles, mouse, iguana, cat and a turkey.  So I guess you already knew what I wanted by that time.  Yes, a veterenarian.  Hehehehe!  But that dream was replaced by me wanting to be an architect or an interioir designer.

But with all those dreams that I've got, I end up being a programmer.  It wasn't really on my plans to be one.  Well yes, I enjoyed the programming class back in high school.  But when we had our carreer week, IT,CS or CompE was never a choice for me.  I really don't know what happened why when we were told to take an entrance exam for USC I chose CS.  Which lead me to take IT in USJ-R.  Hehehehe!

Up until now, I am still searching for what I really want to be when I get old.  Do I still see myself creating softwares, web applications ans such?  Or would I follow my heart's desire to show my creativeness.  Charing.  Hehehehe!  But whether I'll be able to find my purpose in life sooner or later, I hope that I am not wasting it.

How about you?  Where do you see yourself ten years from now?

Chicken All You Can in Max Restaurant, Balanga Bataan

Yesterday, while me and Raffy strolled the busy street of Balanga, Bataan while waiting for the 4PM mass, a thought came into me.  I want to try the chicken all you can in Max Restaurant.  Raffy agreed to my idea.  So after we attended mass, went to the hotel to get some nap and let our stomach rumble for food, we then went to Max Restaurant.

I thought I can eat as much chicken, but I was wrong.  After finishing the first chicken they have served to us, we asked the waitress to give us another piece.  But unfortunately, they served the second chicken after 10-15minutes I think.  We were already so full with the drinks that we ordered, and the hunger that we have felt earlier were already gone.  So when they finally served the second chicken, we were really full.  But we told the waitress that we want to have another chicken, but this time, we did not finish it. :(  So sayang.  Oh well atleast we've tried it.

BTW, it was my first time to eat in Max.  Congrats to me.  Hehehe!

Finally

The rain has finally stopped at exactly 3:30 PM here in Bataan.  And until then, the rain did not ever fall.  So after we had our dinner, me and Raffy went to a kinda maal here in Bataan.  And again, impulsively, I bought two shoes.  A flats and a wedge.  Hahahahaha!  When we came out of the shoe store, all the other stores were already closed, so we went out to the mall and walked for 30minutes.  When we finally arrived at the hotel where we were staying, Raffy wanted to buy some pizza and a snack and sip(fries and coke) from greenwich.  The exercise that we did from walking was no use because we ate again.  Hehehehe!

Bataan

We've traveled for 3hours(I think) from Paranaque to Bataan.  Our mission?  To deploy the project that we have made.

It has already been 4days and 3days that we have stayed here.  My experience here?  Very wet.  Hehehehe!  It is always raining.  When we wake up, it is raining.  Before we go to sleep, it is still raining.  We haven't have the chance to look around the town.  Hopefully, before we will go home, the storm will go away and we will have the chance to make suroy-suroy Bataan... heheheheh...

Beach...Beach...Beach

It's been weeks already since I last posted on my skype status message that I wanted to go to the beach.  Well, that eagerness to go to the beach and soak in the water under the heat of the sun is still alive.  (parang monster kay alive jed...hahahahaha!!!)  I ones made a cover-up that I was supposed to use when Me, Wend Jill went to Bantayan.  But I did not brought it because I was shy.  Hahahaha!  But now, I really want to go to the beach so that I'll have a reason to use it.  Who wants to come with me?

This time around I want it to make it real.
I want to take the risk.
I don't care if I'll get hurt in the end.
I don't care if I'll look like a fool.

Is this really what I want?
I am still not sure.
All I know is right now, I don't want it to end.

What Do I really Want?

I'm on a phase of my life right now wherein I am searching for what I really want.  If whether to choose the safe side or take the risk and accept new challenges that would come into my life.  I have already taken several steps but I am afraid and confused whether to continue walking or to get back.  I am afraid if I continue walking I will just discover that at the end of the road, it is just a cold and dark place.  But I really want to continue, but will the people would like what I am about to do?  Think... Think... Think...