Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements

Chasing Pavements

I've made up my mind, don't need to think it over
If I'm wrong I am right, don't need to look no further
This ain't lust, I know this is love

But if I tell the world, I'll never say enough
'Cause it was not said to you
And that's exactly what I need to do if I'd end up with you

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?

I build myself up and fly around in circles
Wait then as my heart drops and my back begins to tingle
Finally could this be it?

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?

Chop...Chop...Chop...

They said, that if a girl is depressed, broken hearted, or maybe happy, most of them have the urge to get an new hairstyle.  I ain't broken hearted, yes, I'm a little bit sad.  But that's not the reason why I decided to have my hair cut.

It has been months that I've been itching to have my hair cut.  I have long been searching on the internet for possible hairstyle.  I have long been making kulit with my friends if a certain hairstyle that I've seen on the internet would likely look good on me.

Recently, I saw a picture of Nicole on the internet.(I don't know if that's really her name and I also don't know her family name.  Hehehehe!)  I really like her hair there.  So I asked a few of my friends on what they think of the possible hairstyle for me.  Aime gave me a two thumbs up.  Hehehe!  So yesterday, I asked a friend of mine to accompany me to the parlor.  Unfortunately, when we went there, the receptionist told us that they won't be accepting customers anymore. :(

So, today, I decided that I will go to the parlor during lunchtime.  Hehehe!

From long hair, I have now a medium length haircut.  The last time my hair was this short was when I was still in my elementary days.  Hehehe!  I like it.  Hehehehe...

I have been wanting for this.  But last Sunday when you left, I missed you.  The truth suddenly poured in.  But I know I can do this.  I have to do this so that I won't hurt you.

Right now, I'm as confused as before.  Haaiiist... I can do this.  Ajah...

Ber...Ber...Ber...BER...

As we all know, for Filipinos, when the months of ber begins, they get to be so excited because Christmas is already fast aproaching.  People will start to count the days for Christmas.  SOme will start to play Christmas songs and decorate their houses with Christmas decorations.  A few would even start shopping for Christmas gifts.  Hehehe!

Last September 1, a friend of mine already asked me if I have already thought about what I want to have for Christmas.  Nyahahahaha!  I told him that I haven't thought of it yet.  But just recently, while I was listing the things that I needed to buy, the things that I wanted to have for Christmas popped up.(parang sa cartoons nga naay callouts...nyahehehehe...)

As most people know about me.  I am very tihik.  I love shopping but I really don't buy branded stuffs.  I want to buy those clothes, shoes, bags, and other stuffs in the tiange and those Chinese shops.  Hehehe!  I can save money and I can get a lot of things from my money.  But also I also make sure that what I buy is with quality.  So with that, this year, for Christmas, I want to receive, bag, pants, shirt, dress and shoes that are branded.  Hahahaha!  Of course, the brand should also be sikat.  Hehehe!

Hopefully, this year, I'll still get my wish just like last year.  Hehehehe...

Is it really worth it? 
To lose some of your friends and the guy who loved you so much for the guy you love?

Selfish Me...

I got bored today with my task so I decided to read one of the blogs of a friend.  I have read on her blog that he got pissed off because of the efforts she exerted but  was not appreciated.  I don't know if that's the right word.  Looking back, before our Manila trip, I was asked by one of our clients that I will go to Bataan again.  I expected that we will just be staying there for a week since, we will just be fixing some bugs.  Unfortunately, since the users of the system wanted us to "babysit" them, we stayed there for 2 weeks instead.

We arrived in Manila last August 5, Friday and traveled to Bataan the next day.  I was so occupied with all the tasks thrown to me that I barely did not have the chance to check on my mail.  I saw the email sent by a friend of mine who has also been on the planned Manila Trip.  But because of exhaustion and being so tamad, I ignored it and told myself that I'll go over it when I'm already in the mood. (bad me..haiiist...)

At that time the only thing that came up into my mind was, "I really want to go home".  It never really occurred to me the effort my friend exerted in planning the whole trip.  :((  After reading her blog, it just occurred to me that I have been so selfish.  I should have also thought that she was also busy and such but still she had time to organize the whole trip.

Sorry friend.  Next time, I'll try to be more sensitive.  :)

Lola Minang's 81st Birthday

For the past 24 years of my existence as far as I can remember I haven't missed a single birthday celebration of Lola Minang.  But since, I was still here in Bataan last August 11, I wasn't able to greet her personally and celebrate her birthday with her and all my family and relatives.

At the night of her birthday, I called my ate so that I could greet lola.  But when I heard her voice and greeted her a happy birthday, tears began to fall in my eyes.  So I just told her that I need to go.  haisst...  I hope next year, I won't miss her birthday again.